Late for work
Woke up at 8.50 when i was supposed to report at 9
rushed thru and managed to reach at 9.20
smart rite?

Was asked to go to UOB bank to deposit $
and go breadtalk buy breakfast
went back at ard 10am
n sat dwn drink my milo, eat my bread
officially start working at 11am
cuz traffic starts to flow in

Off to dental aft my lunch
Was so pekchek
my appt was 4.15 and i reached 5mins earlier
in the end, i c mr ang at 5pm
mrs goh c me so pekchek le
offer me 2 toothbrush
she sae other ppl she giv 1
onli i special got 2

Whole process was nth to me
He sqeeuzed a big thing in my mouth
claiming to expand my mouth wider
den put a machine in to suck my saliva out
the expander was not pain at all
in fact, its very suan lor.
but to me, that machine is causing me pain
kip splashing sth on my tongue
until become numb

Was waiting for some pain moments
when suddenli,
Dr ang sae
"ok. pain anot? not pain rite?"
den i realised that it is over

all my frens bluf me de. Sae v pain.
so worried.
this wierd xq has no difficulty in pain n speech
msg hx ask her how come i dun feel pain de
she sae pain will come when it comes to eating
kind her bought porridge to my hse
n indeed i haf difficulty eating
went over her hse to weigh my weight
37kg
remb it.
i will weigh agn aft 1 mth.
to c i got lose weight anot.

Den we head to NTUC to do some grocery shoping
head to pr hse to collect my shorts n $
wa her mummy tok non stop de
reached thr at 930 for collection
hx n i intended to leave at 10 de
in the end left at 11 -.-

feeling quite dwn now
afraid of stepping out of my hse
afraid of looking straight in ppl eye
afraid of toking to ppl
afraid of putting food in my mouth
suddenli so big change to my life
i cant even accept tis fact
how can my frens b used to it?